The power and joy of Life-By-Me (Response-ability): creating a new relationship in a field of appreciation and authenticity
Hi, I’m Margo. A year ago, I had a beautiful family and I thought life was wonderful. And I found out one day that my husband had been unfaithful for most of our marriage, and it brought me to this deep place of questioning who I was and who I was with this person that didn’t understand what was going on, and how unconscious I had been. And through my own transformation process and commitment to that, I have seen what a world can be when you take responsibility for yourself, and that things don’t just happen to me, but things happen by me. And the power and the joy that I feel from that is just incredible, and how it’s taken me to a place of appreciation, and as a gateway to be authentic. And I’ve now actually created an amazing relationship for myself that lives in a space of appreciation, and I’ve never experienced more joy than the way I feel today.
My beliefs, how I’ve questioned them, and it’s just so hard to express. It’s just I feel grateful for my husband, I feel compassion towards him now. And I feel like the excitement is inside me because I can learn so much about everything that I learn about myself. I used to think excitement was going on great vacations and bike trips, and now I feel like the excitement is truly within me and all the things that I’m learning about myself. I just feel so appreciative and it sometimes gets overwhelming. It’s a lot of fun and it’s funny. It’s a lot of feelings, and I’m so connected with my feelings now. I felt like I was intimacy starved for 25 years, and now I’m so much more connected with my tears flowing and my joy and my sexual feelings. And I’m working on the anger; I know there’s more to come in that regard. But I just feel appreciative that I’ve manifested this experience for myself and the joy that it’s brought to me.